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bye bye xanga

i am going to fail art
i am going to fail art
i am going to fail art

emdd!

I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO STAY IN FOCUS WHEN I'M SICK.
ive spent half the day trying to focus on my chinese verbs and letter writing formats and the other half getting distracted by random things along the way- clay lying on the table and wire in the drawer.

I JUST FEEL LIKE DYING.
yes i feel horrible and sick and ill and horrible and terrible and like a vegetable.
ive got a backache and neckache and all these muscle aches everywhere and this stupid hole in the stomach's making it worser and i feel as tho i'm in this horribly unstable mental state or something.

my brain feels fried and my mind's full of wandering things:(
everyday i wait by my phone hoping someone would text me but i get nothing. zero. zilch.
my life's very sad, i know i know i know!!!

i'm going to get my life back after the mid years. i've missed so much.
i miss listening to natalie and her nonsense, i miss actually using my phone~ for texting.
i miss talking to maha, yes i miss typing 'HAHAHAHAHAHA' on my phone sending it to him.
i miss texting dylan. YES. i really do. because he is quite cool to talk to. as long as hes not monosyllible.
i miss everything i could do during the holidays.
i need to get my life back desperately!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111111111

goshsshhhh i must now start studying for this horrible thing people call 'mid years', urrhghhghgh!!!
idgi, why must there be such a thing called exams srsly.
why can't i be smart and go to a NON government supported school(what's the term again?) and NOT have mid years cause there's this girl in my tuition that doesn't have mid years and i don't get it, IT'S SO UNFAIR and i just want to die.
okay i must start mugging like hell now, no computer, no parkway, no facebook, no msn, nothing until this thing called mid years are over.
and in case people forget how i look like and since i look damn small in the instax i shall post my picture cause i think i look dam hot init. HAHAHHA. (you know i'm being sarcastic right?)


oooouuhhhh yyyeeaaahhh!

if you just read this whole damnenininggigng post, may peace be with you and may you pass art(or a maths. or food and nut. or chinese. whichever!!!!!!!!!!)